Guardian Angels and Mother’s Milk
Hesitant Times Two
As a mother of three, deciding to breastfeed with my third child was a difficult decision that still weighs on my heart. Looking back, I wish I could turn back time and ease my worries. I was afraid of not producing enough milk or not getting it right the first time. Thankfully, my prayers were answered, and I was able to breastfeed our youngest for a little over a year!
Fate
My decision to breastfeed wasn’t easy. It was my aunt, my late mother’s sister, who encouraged me to give it a try. She stayed by my side before I gave birth and for days after. I truly believe my mother in heaven sent her to be there for this moment because she saved my life. When the nurses brought my baby to me for the first breastfeeding, it was a pure joy to see her latch on immediately, just as they said she would. But then, as my aunt adjusted the bed to make me comfortable, she noticed something was wrong.
The Unexpected
I’ll never forget her words. My aunt urgently told the nurse to get the doctor immediately. I was hemorrhaging and hadn’t realized it because I was still numb from the anesthesia. I had to quickly unlatch my baby and was rushed into surgery. Of all the things I feared about breastfeeding, this was never one of them, and it had nothing to do with breastfeeding itself. But it certainly took over for a few hours.
The Outcome and Journey
Once everything was resolved, and I was well, we reconnected, and my baby latched back on just like the first time. Her breastfeeding journey brought me immense joy as we watched her grow and develop daily. She followed a routine, and I produced enough milk for her, for which I was very grateful. Whether at home or work, I pumped to ensure she got the milk she needed. We enjoyed every precious moment, including squeezing her adorable little fat rolls.
Never Say Never
My journey had its unexpected moments, but I would encourage other mothers to at least give breastfeeding a try. I said no twice, and some days I regret not trying. Those “what ifs” will always linger in my mind. However, I believe God has a plan for all of us, and I am truly counting my blessings. There is no doubt in my mind that my beautiful mother in heaven sent my sweet Aunt, my Guardian Angel, to me on that blessed day!
