Remember that last post I published that talked about actually enjoying quarantine?
Y’all. Not a week later and I am over. it.
I am over my husband not being able to find what I wrote on the grocery list.
I am over zero nights off of cooking.
I am over FaceTime.
I am over Zoom.
I am over distance learning.
I am over stressing about my kids’ perpetual need to run up and hug people.
I am over missing my friends.
I am over missing my family.
So, quite a little mood swing, eh?
I know. And I also know that this is ok and normal.
There will be times when I can find immense value in our days together. I write those down so that on days like today when I JUST NEED YOU TO GET OUT OF MY FEEEETTTTT, I can read them and be reminded.
I have upped my meditation game and energy practices thanks to some help from the amazing Tilly Storm. I communicate clearly with my husband when I need some SPACE from the kids AND him. I am moving my body and putting healthy fuel into it to show her some love and appreciation (with a couple treats here and there because we are quarantined after all).
My self-care game had to be upped AND protected because a Mama in an unhealthy headspace will be good for NO ONE.